First Post

Welcome to my first ever post on this blog, the things we do and do not say. Your typical ramblings and messages from someone you will never meet. I needed somewhere to vent my feelings, my emotions my thoughts, cause I have a lot of them. You may not like them, you may laugh, cry, curse, I don't care, think of this as my secret mind. Where I can say all the things I cant say in public. We'll begin.

It is now almost quarter past 10 at night and I am scared that my eyes will drop out of my sockets. Im tired, cold and alone. Alone in my house is normally a great thing for a teenager, it is for me, but im tired, i need sleep, yet I want to do as much as possible, all my friends are away or live too far to pop round. Ive been to work today and I am knackered. It was really boring. Not to mention my arse was hurtin from dinner time. At the moment I am also single, which is embarrasing for a male of my age, in my sixthform where around 3 people are single and at the workplace where 3 people are single. Same sex college doesnt help, nor the fact that girls near me are all little children. Im not that desperate.